what goes around comes around - karma

I forgot how hard things can be without friends and how one thing can change everything, does this make me a bad person or a criminal because I fully do think what I did was wrong but I've had death stares, the whole 'that text was ment for someone else but really wasn't' senario and everything else. I feel like katy from mean girls walking around alone and stuff I mean its probably good for my education but its going to be a really shit birthday on thursday.

On the plus side on saturday I'm getting my cartalidge pierced and I'm getting the top I wanted tonight.

I do hope this all blows over soon or maybe I deserve everyone knowing my every move and every bitchy look, god knows

I said what what in the butt

I've finally got internet again but its on my phone and kind of shit though really because its really slow.
The house isn't too bad really I have a freddie shed like on skins though which is good and my room isn't tiny either.

Its my birthday next week and all I'm getting is 50 quid, which isn't a lot at all, all I can get with that is 2 tops from topshop, I actually feel like crying

There's not a lot to say except some people need to stop being so fucking arrogant *cough, cough*

lonliness is your only friend

empty rooms where we love to live
and thats what my room is empty, and i loved living here, love love loved it
im trying to be brave by not crying about it, im 13 i need to learn to grow up now.

i took pictures throughout all this, of my room so i'l upload them some time. its possible i might not have internet for a while until 15th when i get it on my phone.


im getting this top for my birthday, i cant wait! i love it, i want to get some new clothes because ive had to throw loads of mine away since im not taking my wardrobe.
i also want maybe a diana, or another really good LSD or something? cause you have to start somewhere, and an olympus digital camera is fucking useless.

anyway long day ahead of me tomorrow, night who ever actually reads this

cool.

im feeling a bit used right now.

theres no better way to better say i love you, i love you

the sky looked actually amazing last night and ive only edited the colouring a little, but it really was like a rainbow sky


first thing i do when i get given a box to put my stuff in, why am i such a joker?

i fail at editing my own photos

more cameras, aah

cameras, cameras, cameras

i will get good at this

im innocent i protested

random photo from the french trip,

packingpackingpacking, is what i should be doing, but im listening to plan b on my laptop. because i am a right rebel blatently.
im going to miss my wardrobe

but for my birthday im going to get a camera, that is good and doesnt cost alot, and then im going to build up a portfolio and do loads of really good photoshoots and then be recognized and be world wide famous. honestly

this year were going to grow up and go to the beach like young adults

'You may now screw the bride'

Ramona Marquez

the funniest child i've ever seen tbh